Monday, March 29, 2010

Full Moon - Monday 29th of March

Full Moon - Monday 29th

Santa Daime all Women Cermony with Tamsacal

You fight enternally within yourself wiht who you think you are and who you are. With body and Spirit. It is a constant struggle to the end if you cant except yourself. The Daime was strong...

And it led me in and out of an eternal battle all night. A haze of confusion, not sure what it was. It was constantly being over ridden with positivity. Laughter, i was smiling all night. I am Positive Light! No matter what Spirit knocks at my door, i beam of light. Thro out the night, as my experience just kept intensifing, my personal reality was teasing me. Daime, Ayuawaska is haulligenic. And i was defintaly seeing things. Things that you dont see in the physical body realm, only in spirit realm. My fantasy world was comming alive. Interestly tho, it was a dark fantasy world, filled with dark beings, yet i just observed and laughed at them. They were not taking a ride inside my physical body. I have control of my own journey. I have the power in my thoughts, in manifestation. I already know this and the Daime was just confirming it. I tried to make a lemon roll across the floor to me, yet it didnt work. I am confused why not. If i am a powerful Spirit of manifestation, why couldnt Spirit guide the physical lemon to the physical body? That is what i am working on, manifestation and the power of thought. I am not sure the answer, i suppose i just need to walk with Ayahuasca more to understand...

I asked from the journey ahead of time if my 7 Spirit Guides or any Animal Totems would come visit me. I believe i have control of the journey, yet i suppose i need more experience. I had confusing visions of wild animals and wild men. I felt as if i were them. And they were me. At one point i had fur all over my body and i wanted to scream out in growls and fearse animalistic sounds and behaviors. Was i a bear? Hermana Osa. Or am i a bear? Or just confused. A mix of all...

The whole roof vibrated in energy and was a ocean of waves and movement. It was beautiful. And the sky outside! That was just beyond words. The clouds were vibrant colors and jumping out of the sky with Sister Moon, Luna Llena (Full Moon) glowing bright and sending waves of florecent energy down to Mama Earth and healing all her creatures.

Ayahuasca gives you visual, intesifed eyes that see everything in a more beautiful state. More vibrant of color, shape, and form. It is as if it is so that each object projects out its own energy. This is how all life works and this is what Daime can teach you. To be able to see all creations filled with energy. An older women the next morning, a first timer was lost. Lost in the experience and was very confused. Bad energy and spirits clinging to her. I tried to talk to her, help her thro it. Talking can help, it did for me my first time. What she was having a hard time dealing with was the intensity of all life that she was seeing for the first time. The vibrant colors and energy. The colorful visions, that were appearing, that are just one, with all life. She wanted to know if it would stop...She was confused and what i have already learned and knew is that the feeling of all creations filled with energy and light is the ideal state to live and one hopes will never go away. Why would you want it to? Just because it is unknown. Yet couldnt she feel that power that came along with it? The power of knowing that the world is compleat beauty. Didnt she want to keep it forever? I do and i am learning to as i walk with Daime in life.

More experiences, moments, hours, nights, weeks are filled with the power of life, the beauty of Great Mystery. Positive vibrations and love are within me, making me a travelling ball of light. My journey in Mexico is beautiful and words can not describe it no more. I am walking the Red Road. El camino rojo.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Gibbious Moon - Thursday 25th March

Gibbious Moon - Thursday 25th of March

"All/each individual life form is an expression and contains Great Mystery. A part of Great Mystery lives in everything and knows no boundaries or limits. Every life-form has the will to co create with the Original Source in beauty and truth or ugliness and dispair.

Every life form has one common mission as well as their individual ones. Each life form is created to learn to be an equal contributor to the beauty of the whole and how you areg going to go about it. The mission of discovery is the Sacred Path of Beauty that allows every living creature to express uniqueness in a way that exemplifies harmony and truth.

The human race is the only one of All Our Relations that has lost this inner knowing about our purpose. The 2-leggeds have been give much assistance by Great Mystery since they must answer the questions of common mission before understanding the value of their individual missions. This assistance has come in the form of teachers who are All Our Relations.

All creatures are a part of Great Mysterys whole, just as every cell in the human body had different function and yet together those cells make up a carbon combustion unit that houses a Spirit with a unique identity. All human ideas are birthed from the Spirit inside the human body, fed to the brain, and then acted upon throught the will of total being. All ideas in Creation come from the Great Mystery, are gathered by Great Spirit, and then are used to feed the rest of Creation in oursellves or others in a human concept. If we acknowledge the limitlessness of Great Mystery, we must acknowledge that this life force is also a part of our makeup because we are created by that same Original Source."

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

First Quarter Moon - Tuesday 23 March

First Quarter Moon - Tuesday 23rd of March

I am being challenged daily on this journey. Challenged by other Earthlings, other viajeros (travellers). They challenge my belief system in debates. All unaware of what i am aware of. And what is that? It is knowing that we are from the stars. That we are decendents of past Mayan's who were killed before. We are all magical creatures and can do anything. Yes i have the power of manifestation. Power of thought. My hands can create anything I believe that i see part of my future life. I am manifesting Heaven on Earth. I will create a different place to live. A sancuary of like minds that are one with our Mother Earth and Father Sky. Their we will teach. Teach those who hear us and come to us. As a united family of soul brothers and sisters, as an Eco Village of self sustating suffiecency, with children and elders all at our sides, we shall grow as one. One Spirit raising consciousness thro our energies cascading over mountains, thro forests, across water. United energies spread distances and those who are ready can feel their vibrations and they will come. My dream is a reality, for reality is your imagination. For you creat your life, everything in front of you, you gave yourself. And with it, i shall have what i invision. It is not just fantasty, or perhaps it is. Yet than i am fantasy as well. These current tests of no fath, they can not bring me down. Nobody can push their reality on mine. Yet it is good to see, to hear the controdictions, the other points of view, the debates. But i know that i am here to fight spiritualy. Not thro breaking down the government, world powers. I am not here to help "my side/for the people" thro bodily form, with your hands. I am here with Spirit, to help guide those back to Spirit. To Consciousness. Once enough souls are here, we can change teh world thro prayer, manifestation, and positive light energy.


Saturday, March 20, 2010

Cresent Moon - Saturday 20th March (Spring Equinox)





Maya Descendent

Sut u Suutuk-The moment has arrived-to activate the new genetic codes of our DNA. This 20 and 21 of March 2010 we will work on activation of our genetic codes through the solar rays and vibratory frequencies of 528 Hertz in accordance with the mathematics of Orion.

With the arrival of each climatic season a change in our emotional biorhythm occur and new general connection of neurons. It is the ideal moment or time to emit frequencies of high vibration that will help our nation wakeup. Besides, we have the advantage that during these dates( March 20, 21) the pyramids and archeological zones will emit frequencies known as KUKULK'AN-QUETZALCOATL.

The town of San Miguel has 3 pyramids around it that are precisely aligned to transmit these vibratory frequencies all across Mexico; therefore we need to take advantage of this ancestral wisdom to potentiate the waking up of a new conscious.

Place: Rancho Hermita....going towards Guanajuato....before come to presa


Saturday March 20

-will start at midday with sweatlodge to purify our body, preparing us to transmit our vibrations. During the sweatlodge songs will be sung to elevate the resonance of our cells to a higher frequency.

-will work with the labyrinth which is in mathematical alignment with Venus. The course in this labyrinth will serve to activate all our energetic centers, bring equilibrium to our cerebral hemispheres and to increase our preceptual capacities.

-during the night we will participate in a candlelight vigil to connect with the new energies that are presently arriving on the planet and there will be a ceremonie lead by our brothers of the Bear Clan from the North. The Costanoan Rumsen Carmel Tribe is a tribe that conserves the Traditional Ceremonies of the Bear ad Eagle. It's purpose is to bring healing to the Mother Earth and the people.

Sunday March 21

-start the day with a meditation to activate our neurons in the direction of the sun

-every morning til noon, we will work with vibrations and forms from Orion

Keep in mind that this event is not a "spectacle show; it is an energetic work with the Maya knowledge/wisdom to wake up our consciousness. Therefore it is necessary to prepare:

Instruments of ultrasonic vibrations (ocarinas, tibetan bowls and bells, drums, digeridoo, wine cups

I attended this cermoney along with a group of my friends. I attended a conference led by Ac Tah the weekend before and during the week helped prepare for the gathering. I along with 3 women, helped build the rock Mayan Labrithyn. On Friday my best friend Carmelle, that i started the trip with here in Mexico, met up with me and my friends and on Saturday, my friend Emily arrived. Along with many familiar faces (Mexico is amazing, there is a serious link-chain of interconnection between those who are on the same RED Road...) we spent the weekend mediating and in prayer for the Americas to WAKE UP from their Dream State of Unconsciousness and Remember why we are here. To Wake up and help the Earth in her dying days. We all participated in Tamascals (Sweat lodges) and purified our bodys and spirits. As well on Saturday night, we were blessed with the DANZA DE LOS OSOS - Bear Clan to come and dance for us. There were 7 men dressed in compleat bear hides who danced cermonial to the beats of the earths belly, drums around a fire. This happened at midnight. We then joined in their dance and became one again with our Earth Mother. The energy of this weekend Cermoney was intense. We were vibrating at such high frequencys, it was incredible! On Sunday, waking up at sunrise we mediated and late that morning started to walk the labrithyn and pray. It was a five circular constrution, 3 paths to walk along. There were more than 5 inner circles as well inside the maze. Three circles held Tamascals. Later one was used for mediation and the other (as it was taken down) for yoga and movement during the prayer circle. Then there were 2 inner smaller circles, that held 13 Spirits making sound, creating music. As well there was a circle, where 13 women "who have visions" constructed a bamboo structure in less than an hour the day before. There the women sat in silence and meditated. And in the center circle, where the fire pit was, there were Shamans, Medicine women and men, the Bear Clan, and Ak Tah. Their they beat to the Earths rythum with drums and Chanting of sounds, vibrations, and words. During this their were hundreds surrounding the outer circle and stamping to the beat of the Earth in slow Dance, holding hands, and Sprillaling inwards toward the Heart of all Creation. Within the Labrinthyn the vibrations of Energy grew and grew to enouromous intensity. We were WAKING UP our Sleeping Brothers and Sisters. WAKE UP!

There will be another cermoney in June - Summer Solistice in Vera Cruz Mexico.

There was already a Fall Equinox Cermoney in Colima Mexico.

And including this the second, the Spring Equinox in San Miguel de Allende Mexico.

There are to be 3 cermonies in all that Ac Tah is running. The first was to wake up Mexico, the second to wake up the Americas, and the third to wake up the WORLD! For more information you can check out their webpage:

Monday, March 15, 2010

New Moon - Monday 15th March

New Moon - Monday 15th of March

Ac Tah- Mayan Descendent presents weekend conference on Mayan Beliefs and the coming of 2012!
I spent this past weekend participating in a conference talking about Mayan Prophecies. And dancing to the beat of the Earth´s Belly. Native American Drums and Dance, waking up our Spirit!

Waking up awareness and consciousness of our Mother Earth. Of her crying out in pain as we humans continue to harm her. Our Brother and Sister 4 legged still remember, are still aware. Why is it just us 2 legged, who think we are the rulers of the world can not remember? We can’t hear her crying? I cry as i see more concrete skyscrapers going up, forests of wise tree´s being torn down, and as the Earth trembles in quakes and kills millions. Why? Why cannot we wake up, listen to our hearts. Walk again one with spirit. Listen to our ancestors. Remember why we are here...

The world is about to change. We are at the end of the 4th cycle and are coming to the 5th. At every turn of cycle, the Earth quakes, speaks us to remember. Darkness will come. Darkness has come. Don’t you remember New York City over 5 years ago? Darkness. It will come again. And quakes will keep continuing as we sleep in unawareness of our Earth Mother. On the Winter Solstice of 2012 the planets will align with one another. Earth as the center point will be surrounded in the four directions by her neighbors. By Mars, Venus, Mercury, and Jupiter. The Moon and Sun will be above and below us. The intergalactic spaces are aligning. They will bring change. The Ying and Yang will shift. We have been in a Yang of Masculinity for this past cycle. We are about to shift into a balance. An equality of one gender, of one race. We are coming to a new age. We humans will decide where to take it. To let the shift pull into negativity or into positivity. We have the power within us all to do anything. If only we would all wake up! Walk with spirit, realize we are one. We have power to stop earthquakes and tsunami´s. We have the power of the world if we come together in harmony.

I am walking the Red Road

New Moon - I have arrived to a new Eco farm outside San Miguel de Allende. It’s a Beautiful single Women living in a small community of Permaculture living. There is no electricity, nor running water. They are living off the land, in the desert. Cacti surround me.

Fast forward, to the evening of the New Moon.
Again Cactus surrounds me...

Psychedelic, geometric triangles, circles, shapes, dimensions...
Light, a Teepee… A circle of brother and sisters around a fire, of RED. of LIGHT and DARK. Ying and Yang. Energies... A group of friends, who let me into their circle; which I am so thankful for, and there, in the tipi, within our mother´s womb, we drank medicine. We consumed ayahuasca in a legal Santa Daime Ceremony/Ritual. Madrina, Shaman, Medicine Women- Maria Terresa led it. There were 9 of us, gathered around a fire. We started off with one shot of Ayahuasca each. Mine was to be smaller as I wasn’t really part of the group, yet so thankful to be part of it this time. Next lead to Hale Mary´s and Fathers...Santa Daime is a Catholic Religion base/mix with our Earth Mother. This time it didn’t matter tho. I had finally been able to let go and it wasn´t important of religion. As all religions are the same, even as they differ, in the end they send the same message. As we began to sing in Portuguese about the Lord, my past judgments had vanished. I was singing about Love. Tho it helped I didn’t understand the lyrics when singing of sin. Overall i was thankful to be present and as well be around a fire, in a tipi again. Very quickly people began to feel the medicine running thro their bodies, some overtaking their physical bodies. The medicine was powerful this time. The eldest there, in his eighties i believe was the first to run from Spirit.
It continued, the two other men started to enter other space, another reality from what we believe we live in now. They had entered into their Spirit, yet were being tested and losing. They were losing control of their own Spirit and letting their own demons come in.
I was able to see the energy of the spirits. But more so, i felt them possessing my companions. You could see it, eye to eye, straight up fact, a reality whether you are taking medicine or not. These 2 men had their eyes rolled to the back of their heads and were talking to themselves. They were moving hands up and down, in conversation. They were fighting off the Dark verses Light. Negative verses Positive forces. One man was doing hand movements, which he later said he was shooting light beams out of his finger tips. He was fighting with light energy. He was fighting hard. He was cleansing his aura. Fighting his inner demons...
Yet this leads me to question - Are Spirits with us all the time?
Yes they are. Daime (ayahuasca) opens ones chakras, opens our souls, to become just Spirit. It teaches us to leave behind the body and be amongst other Spirits. And you chose whether they are good or bad ones. You can walk with your demons or be one with your 7 Spirit Guides. Thus it must be Spirits are with us all the time. We are fighting them to not control us. To not be in the Negativity of life. Are all spirits just inner demons, i wonder? Or are there bad energies, bad spirits walking earth among us? Do there exist more spirits than just our own? Are we only in touch with our own spirit guides or demons? I saw this man fighting a demon, one within himself. But the others in our circle, talked of seeing spirits. Light and Dark beings. This means when we become negative, mad, angry, sad, Spirits are able to enter us more easily and create more negative vibrations. Expanding one negative thought too many. This is why we must focus on light, on positivity. So spirits will guide us not deeper into negative vibrations, but more so into light. Into positive beings. Light Beings. To become one with Spirit all the time.
Spirits can guide us or manipulate us, we are the deciding factor on how we control our beings.

There were demons all around us, trying to possess us. One by one, circling and trying to enter into each of our bodies. I did not see the spirits. I was not there, in their space. Only laughter and happiness embodied me. I was keeping my space of enlightenment and joy. I was pure Light. Radiating Positive Energy from my Spirit. Drinking this medicine, i saw things. But more so, i felt things. I felt energy, i felt spirits, i understood all. This medicine opens us up to who we are potentially able to become. Nirvana talks about leaving the body, of becoming pure light and energy. Of becoming pure Spirit, and this is what we were for those short hours in the tipi. We were leaving behind bodies and becoming one. Many of the groups were fighting inner demons and they were fighting hard. Yet a few of us women were radiating pure light. Two men were possessed, 2 girls were being visited by spirits, laughing at them, inner demons telling them they weren’t good enough. Yet we were all Spirits, unaware of bodies, among dozens of more spirits. Visiting us, guiding us, some trying to take advantage of us. Tho I was just a body of light, my light (positive) energy cascading onto the others, my brother and sisters. They thanked me the next day. I was aware of my light, energy and hoped it was spreading out to the others as I focused on this. Focusing on keeping light all around my soul and aura. Holding the energy of the group. Sometimes i looked away, onto the others fighting, unable to not stare at those being possessed.
I couldn´t feel myself. My body. It didn’t exist. It was attached, but for an unclear reason. What was below my head was unclear. Arms, feet, stomach...what are they? Where were they? It was so difficult to focus, to understand that my feet were touching the ground, solid as a rock. Yet I wasn’t. Hovering, gliding, soaring... I was not quit grounded on Mother Earth, on Pacha Mama at all. Perhaps my body was, but it didn’t belong to me anymore. For it´s just a physical form and I wasn’t. I was disconnected from my body, forgot my face, name, who I quit was, for I was just there, in the now as Spirit. My Spirit guiding each step. I was one with all existence, for I was nothing but one particle in the air. Connected to my billions of brother and sisters. All Spirits, forgotten. For our bodies and minds control nearly all life. We have forgotten, we are unaware of how to become one and float with our Spirits. Let them guide us.

Ayahuasca is Medicine. Some may believe it’s a drug, and it is to those who believe this. To those who take it as Medicine, it cures you. Helps fight within... Giving lessons on how to walk more with your Spirit and less with your physical body. Daime teaches you how to be just Spirit. That is all you are. Yet you can learn to walk slowly with each step on your own, towards light everyday. Just being Consciousness is the first step. Are you ready to jump?

You may think I am talking of an illusion. Yet it was reality. I was in this farce. I was. And I was laughing thro out the possessions, thro out the journey on medicine. Nothing is what you think it is... Reality is what you make it!

¨All Creations are a part of Great Mystery´s whole, just as every cell in the human body has different function and yet together those cells make up a carbon combustion unit that houses a Spirit with a unique identity. All human ideas are birthed from the Spirit inside the human body, are fed to the brain, and then acted upon through the will of total being. All ideas in Creation come from the Great Mystery, are gathered by Great Spirit, and then are used to feed the rest of Creation. To limit the power of Creation in ourselves or others is a human concept. If we acknowledge the limitlessness of Great Mystery, we must acknowledge that this life-force is also a part of our makeup because we are created by that same Original Source.¨

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Balsamic Moon - Wednesday 10th March

Balsamic Moon - Wednesday 10th March

I said goodbye today, leaving behind the Bosque. An Eco Farm, dreams of a Village one day. Only till leaving did i really understand their main goal their. They do not explain it in the beginning, Brain and Marie the owners. Most likley that is because they are not really ever present truely in your experience at the Bosque. They have created a beautiful project, but have now faded into the darkness of their home. Spending all day inside on computers, in the cyber world, verses the world theyve created outside Mexico. The wonderful eco experiment. Watching and observing what will grow with earth water as its food. As they have rain catchment as their sole water source, they are not ready to use it all on just plants. Thus what they are doing, is planting, planting, planting. Planting everywhere, to see where plants, vegetables, fruit tree´s... will come up with Mother Earth watering her alone. It is a very beautiful experiment, only if we had been clear of this is the begininng, when arriving to the Bosque.

Hitchhiking, hitch a hikin, a hitchin. Pedir un Ride, Autostop, Hacer el dedo gordo.
I left with my friend Naima from France today, we left hikin outta the forest and onto the road to look for rides going up north to San Miguel de Allende.
First time since i have hitched for a while now. I lost my confidence to do it alone. Thought it was maybe i am getting older and not so CraZy... But i think its just ive been sheltering Fear on my shoulder for a while now. And woowwww its gone. That shadow of negativity has finally left from this last year of insight, learning, and emotion. And now im free. A free Spirit again.

It took us all day to get to San Miguel de Allende. I think we had over 6 or 7 rides to get there. It was a journey. And once we were there, we spent the next few days exploring the streets of Spain. I mean Mexico.... I´ve been taken back to my years in Europe. There are no dusty, rocky roads here. Its all coblestoned and i feel like im back in Spain. The articecture is beautiful, just outstanding. And full of life, each house vibrantly painted a different color. And the Catholic Church in the Center square is comparable to Europe´s finest in my opinion.

¨Great Mystery lives in everything, is everything, and encompasses everything in creation. It created all things in beauty, harmony, and interdependence. Each facet of Creation was, is, and will always be. The energy of Creation is self-regenerative and eternal.
Great Mystery created Great Spirit to direct the creative flows of the Uniworlds, which include all unvierses, all levels of consciousness, all understanding, and all life. Trying to figure out all the answers to the Great Mystery is foolish and impossible because we are a part of that infinite, progressive Creation.¨

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Last Quarter Moon: Sunday 7th March

Last Quarter Moon : Sunday 7th of March
Moon in Sagittarius – Fire
(Moon rises at midnight and sets at noon)

Soy mujer de la tierra
Brillando con luz de la luna
Mi corona son las estrellas
Y las diosas viven en mi

Soy la fiesta de la vida
Danzando con el universe
Mi alegria es medecina
Y las diosas viven en mi

Soy hermana de los nubs
Y todos compartimos
Que todos es de todos
Y todo viven en mi

Yo soy un arbol
Con raices en la tierra
Vivo con la lluvia
Y los animals viven en mi.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Dissementing Moon : Thursday 4th March

Dissementing Moon : Thursday 4th of March
Moon in Scorpio – Water
(Moon rises 1 hour later each night, after sunset and sets in morning)

We are all in this together
“We all come from the earth and return to her belly. We are all made of the same substance, same as the sea, the soil, the stars. Birth, growth, death, development, change, adaptation, transformation, evolution, it is all really just about recycling.
We breathe the same air as our cave-dwelling ancestors-inhaling and exhaling, exchanging carbon dioxide and oxygen with our plant relatives untold billions of times over the millennia. And the same holds true for water. We drink the tears of crocodiles and elephants. It rains, it pools, it evaporates, it rains. We drink, we pee. Again and again and again, in a grand scale cosmic round robin.
All borders and boundaries and separations are pure illusion. Each time we touch someone, we leave some particles of our skin atoms behind and pick up a parcel of new ones. Thus we merge, literally becoming part of each other. I am you and you are me and we are we.
We are all in this together, inextricably bound on our beautiful blue planet spinning through space. Remember that extraordinary photograph of Earth taken from the moon? We are one family, one community, one world, one living, breathing entity. And the sooner we realize it, the happier, safer and saner we will be.” -excerpt from Mama Donna Henes (we’moon)